Friday, July 6, 2007
Have you ever wonder??
Have you every wonder how teachers feel each time they enter the class??
When i was a kid, i would always think that i felt terribly irritated and unhappy whenever i have to attend to this teacher's class.. I hate to be in the class when she is teaching because she simply scold and scold unreasonably.....
But have you ever think about it? How does the teacher feels entering the class? Do you think the teacher dreads going into the class too??
I used to think that classroom is the best place in the school to be with, because i have the time to mingle with all of you, to teach and to interact with you... I used to think that i look forward in going into our class to laugh and teach whatever i plan to..
Now?? Not that i dun look forward in going into our class, but i dun dare to go into our class now.. I am filled with disappointment towards 5 Unity nowadays, sometimes, towards different pupils, at different times...
Have you ever wonder why teachers have the black face in class or scold pupils often?
I dun carry my emotions from home to school.. No matter how bad i feel about my personal things, i would not fire it out at all of you.. The only thing that can make me upset and unhappy, showing the black face is seeing some of your ridiculous attitudes, your insensitivity towards teachers, your inattentiveness, your lost-in-interest faces, your very poor punctuality in handing up work and forms..
I am really not feeling happy about your performance for these 2 weeks after the return of June holiday.. I am really really disappointed about your behaviour and attitude..
You know what is "tears rolling in the eyes"..?? That what i felt when i was talking to my colleagues after our supplementary lesson, grumbling about my thoughts and feelings...
Of course, Miss Kong need to calm down and reflect on myself to see if is it my fault... Meanwhile, just endure with my black face, my unwilling smile...
Hopefully, we will all eventually change for the better...
Written after Supplementary and Ukelele lesson,
I still love all of you,
Miss Kong
Posted with love at 2:51 PM